My Sil Kept “Joking” About My Miscarriage, Until My Husband Heard Her.
Chapter 1: The Resentment and the Shadow of Loss
My SIL kept joking about my miscarriage until my husband heard her. My sister-in-law Rachel always resented that Kevin chose me.
She said she couldn’t believe he picked someone so different from their family. We’d been married three years when I miscarried at 11 weeks.
Already picked names, bought clothes. We were destroyed.
Rachel acted supportive around Kevin, hugged me. She said, “Everything happens for a reason.” But alone, completely different.
First time, family barbecue two weeks after. Kevin was grilling with his dad.
Rachel said, “At least now you know you can get pregnant.” “Maybe your body knew something was wrong with it.”
I was too shocked to respond. She patted my shoulder and walked away like she’d comforted me.
Her birthday dinner, Kevin went to the bathroom. Rachel said, “My friend had three miscarriages before a healthy baby, but she was younger than you.” “You’re 32, right?” “Clock’s ticking loud.”
Kevin returned. She immediately switched to discussing her job.
It escalated. Articles about miscarriage statistics.
She said, “Thought this might help you understand what went wrong.”
Comments on my posts. “Wow, moving on fast.” Telling family I seemed fine, probably wasn’t that attached.
Thanksgiving, she announced her pregnancy, looked directly at me. “Hopefully this baby will be the first grandchild that actually makes it.”
Silence. Kevin asked what she meant.
She laughed, said, “She misspoke.” He believed her.
She always waited until Kevin wasn’t there. Called me the almost mom.
Asked if we’d accepted parenthood wasn’t meant for us. Joked about not dealing with stretch marks.
When we announced another pregnancy, Rachel’s face fell. She recovered, hugged us.
Privately told me, “Don’t get too attached this time just in case.”
She’d remind me anything could happen. Her friend felt great right before losing hers.
Constant reminders about those first months. 12 weeks healthy scan.
Rachel said, “Well, you made it further than last time.”
She bought a gift but kept the receipt. “Just in case, you know how these things go.”
I started avoiding family events. Kevin thought I was hormonal, paranoid.
He said, “Rachel was being supportive in her own way.”
Baby shower, she insisted on throwing. Decorated with white balloons.
Privately told me, “They were for the angel baby.”
Gave us a memorial book for lost babies. “Every mother should have one, just in case.”
Chapter 2: A Dinner Invitation and a Dark Revelation
Eight months pregnant, Rachel’s house for dinner. Kevin outside fixing the car with their dad.
Her husband upstairs with their kid. Rachel looked at my belly.
Rachel said, “Something could still go wrong.” “My friend’s baby died at 36 weeks, just stopped moving.” “Had to deliver knowing it was dead.”
“That’s worse than early miscarriage.” “At least you didn’t deliver a dead baby.”
“Some women aren’t meant to be mothers.” “Maybe your body knows that.” “Maybe that’s why it rejected the first.”
I started crying. She rolled her eyes.
She said, “So sensitive.” “Just trying to prepare you for reality.”
Kevin walked in, saw me crying, Rachel looking annoyed. Kevin asked, “What happened?”
Rachel said, “Hormonal moment about nothing.”
But Kevin had heard through the open window. Been listening five minutes.
His face went white. He asked, “What the hell is wrong with you?”
Rachel tried denying, but he’d heard it all. The dead baby comments, body rejecting babies, not meant to be a mother.
I told him everything. Every comment over the past year, every joke, every dig.
Kevin was furious. Told Rachel she was sick.
Banned until she got psychological help. Said, “Someone who’d torture a woman about miscarriage was dangerous.” “I don’t have a sister anymore.”
We left. Haven’t spoken since.
Our daughter’s six months old. Rachel’s never met her.
Sends gifts, we donate. Posts about being cut off for no reason.
But yesterday changed everything. Kevin’s mom called crying.
Rachel’s in the hospital. I asked, “What happened?”
She said, “She lost the baby.” 34 weeks, stillborn.
My blood went cold. Not from sympathy, from fear.
I asked, “When?” She replied, “Yesterday morning.”
She said, “But honey, she’s saying things.” I asked, “What things?”
She said, “She says you did something to her.” “Says you cursed her, that you made this happen.”
I said, “That’s insane.”
She replied, “She has screenshots, honey.” “Of you visiting pregnancy loss forums.” “Searching about herbs that cause miscarriage.” “Looking up ways to curse someone’s pregnancy.”
Chapter 3: The Accusation and the Digital Frame-Up
I said, “I never.”
She said, “The screenshots show your username, your email.”
I hung up, hands shaking. Opened my laptop, logged into the forums I’d used after my miscarriage for support.
There it was. My account.
Posts I’d never made, searches I’d never done. All dated from last month.
“Natural ways to cause miscarriage.” “Herbs to slip someone to lose pregnancy.” “Pregnancy revenge spells that work.”
My phone rang, unknown number. The voice said, “This is Detective Jason.” “We need to speak about Rachel McNeel’s stillbirth.”
I said, “I don’t understand.”
He replied, “She’s provided evidence you threatened her pregnancy.” “We need you to come to the station.”
Another call coming in. Kevin asked, “What did you do?”
His voice was ice. I said, “Nothing, I swear.”
He said, “Rachel’s friend saw you at her house last week.” “You brought her tea.” “Special pregnancy tea, you said.”
But I hadn’t been to Rachel’s house. Haven’t seen her in six months.
I said, “Kevin, someone’s setting me up.”
He said, “They found the tea.” “It tested positive for Pennyroyal.” “It causes miscarriages.”
The line went dead. I sat frozen on my couch.
Staring at my phone where it had landed after slipping from my shaking hands. The screen was dark now.
But Kevin’s cold voice still echoed in my head. He actually thought I did this.
My own husband believed I poisoned Rachel’s tea, killed her baby. My hands wouldn’t stop trembling.
I pressed them against my belly, feeling my daughter kick hard against my ribs. Like she could sense my panic.
