My Husband Planned A Romantic Anniversary Trip To The Blue Mountains. Then I Overheard Him At 3:10 Am Planning My “accidental” Death. How Do I Survive This Drive?
I told them everything: from the night I heard the call, the plan to kill me, Ryan’s death, Liam’s arrest, the charges. With every word, my father’s face darkened. My mother beside me gripped the glass so tightly the water trembled. When I finished, a suffocating silence filled the house. Much later, my father let out a long sigh.
“My God, he dared to do so much,” he said.
My mother burst into tears, a muffled sob.
“My child, they almost killed you. Why do you have to suffer so much?” she said.
Sitting between my parents with my head bowed, I felt I had walked a very long and dark path to finally find my way back home. That night I slept in my old room, with the same pale yellow walls and the wooden bed that creaked with every move. Everything was so simple it moved me. I stared at the ceiling for a long time, Liam’s face at the police station etched in my mind. I no longer hated him as I did at first, only felt a deep exhaustion, like someone who has just survived a great storm.
The following days, I was called several times to expand my statement. My parents took me and picked me up. My mother held my hand while we waited in the police station hallway, as if she feared that if she let go, life would drag me away again. One afternoon as I was leaving, I ran into my father-in-law at the door. He had lost a lot of weight. His back seemed more stooped. When he saw me, he paused for a second before approaching.
“Emily,” he said.
I bowed my head.
“Hello, Dad,” I said.
He looked at me. His lips moved several times before he could speak.
“I just wanted to ask you, do you still hate him?” he asked.
I remained silent. Hate him? I had hated him to the point of not being able to breathe. But now, after everything, I only felt pain.
“I don’t want him to die, Dad. But I can’t carry his guilt either,” I said.
My father-in-law nodded, his eyes red.
“I understand. I don’t blame you,” he said.
He turned away silently. Seeing his stooped back, I felt a deep sadness. All parents love their children, but some children stray from the path. Days later, the police informed me that the woman from the call had fled. Gradually, her identity was revealed. She had been an employee at Liam’s company and their secret relationship had lasted for over a year.
It was she who instigated him to plan everything, from the substitute death to my murder in the mountains. Hearing this, I was silent. It turned out that for over a year, while I was undergoing treatments to have children and enduring my mother-in-law’s criticisms, my husband was living another life behind my back. Chloe came to see me on a rainy night. She hugged me as soon as she walked in.
“You are so lucky to be alive, Emily,” she said.
I nodded with a sad smile.
“Yes, I’m just realizing that,” I said.
She stayed with me for a long time, talking about trivial things to distract me. Before she left, she took my hand.
“What are you going to do? Divorce him, right?” she asked.
I looked at the dark sky. The rain was falling steadily.
“It’s no longer an option. It’s a necessity,” I said.
I knew that since Liam was charged, our marriage was over, both on paper and in my heart. One morning I went for a routine medical checkup requested by the police. The doctor called me into her office. After looking at the results, she looked at me in surprise.
“Mrs. Emily, did you know you’re pregnant?” she asked.
I froze. My ears were ringing, my mind blank.
“What did you say, Doctor?” I asked.
“You’re about 5 weeks along. It’s very early,” she said.
I collapsed into the chair. A child. It was coming just as my marriage was breaking apart, just as its father was facing prison. That night I told my parents. My mother hugged me, crying. My father was silent for a long time before saying calmly,
“Do you want to have it?” he asked.
I placed my hand on my belly, feeling that incipient, fragile life—a part of me and also of Liam.
“Yes. He’s not to blame,” I said.
My father nodded.
“Then we will help you raise him,” he said.
I burst into tears. For the first time, I was not crying out of fear or anger, but out of gratitude for having a refuge. I had not told my in-laws. I did not know if the news would bring them joy or more pain. But I knew this baby was both a gift and the greatest challenge life was throwing at me. Outside the wind blew and the rain fell, but inside me, for the first time in a long time, a small life began to sprout, fragile and strong at the same time.
