My Mom Removed My Bedroom Door So Her New Boyfriend Could “Monitor” Me. She Said I Was Making Up Lies About Him. Then I Found My Father’s Secret Journal Hidden In The Attic.
Moving On
Life went on. I made honor roll, started dating a nice guy named Rory from my chemistry class. Dad threatened to clean his shotgun when Rory came over but he was joking mostly.
Caroline moved in after a year, bringing her cat Mr. Whiskers who immediately claimed dad’s chair. We became a weird little family built on shared trauma but held together by choice and love. Brandon died in prison 2 years later.
Heart attack, the letter said. He was 43. I felt nothing when I read it. Just closed the letter and went back to my homework.
Dad asked if I was okay and I said:
“Yeah, I really was.”
Brandon had been dead to me since the day they sentenced him. His actual death was just paperwork, nothing more. Mom sent a card for my 18th birthday.
Just signed it “Love Mom” with no return address. I kept it for some reason, tucked in my desk drawer with other things I couldn’t quite throw away. Dad said maybe someday I’d want to find her.
Make peace. Maybe he was right. Or maybe some bridges were meant to stay burned. Time would tell.
I got into college on a full scholarship. Planning to study criminal justice. Maybe become a lawyer, help other families torn apart by lies.
Dad cried at graduation embarrassing me in front of everyone. Caroline took a million pictures while Uncle Henry’s family cheered from the bleachers. My chosen family, the one that stood by me when everything fell apart.
The night before I left for college Dad and I sat on the porch swing watching fireflies. He told me he was proud of me, that I’d become an amazing young woman despite everything. I told him I loved him, that he was the best dad anyone could ask for.
We sat in comfortable silence. No need for more words. We’d survived the worst thing imaginable and came out stronger. That was enough.
Looking back now, I sometimes wonder what would have happened if I hadn’t found dad’s journal that night. If Brandon had succeeded in sending me away. If mom had married him. If dad had died in prison believing nobody cared.
But I did find it. I did fight back. And sometimes that’s all you can do. Fight for the truth and hope someone listens.
In our case, they finally did.
