My Sister Tried to Stab Me at My Baby Shower, and Then I Learned My Husband and Mother Had Been Helping Her Turn My Life Against Me
That was what happened.
I tried to search her tone in my memory for anything warning-like, anything territorial, anything that suggested she wanted me to stay away from him.
Nothing.
She seemed pleased that I was connecting with someone.
“The next week,” I told Lacy, “Blake got my number from Kendall. We started texting. Five days later we went on our first date. I told Vanessa when she asked why I was smiling at my phone.”
“How did she react?”
“She asked who it was. I told her Blake from the party. She said, ‘Oh, that’s nice,’ and asked what we did on the date. She seemed normal. Happy, even.”
“Did you ever once get the sense she was into him?”
“Never. Not once.”
We sat there trying to fit these pieces together.
Either Vanessa had been secretly in love with Blake for seven years without ever telling me, and had now finally exploded over it, or something else was going on. Something bigger.
Then, around midnight, I got a text from an unknown number.
When I opened it, I actually gasped.
It was a screenshot of a text conversation. The names at the top said Natalie and Blake, but I had never seen these messages in my life.
In the screenshot, “Natalie” was telling Blake that Vanessa had always been jealous of her, that Vanessa had never been able to keep a boyfriend or succeed at anything, and that it was almost sad how hard she tried. Blake replied, “That was harsh, wasn’t it?” and “Natalie” responded, “I’m just being honest. She’s always been the disappointing daughter. I can’t help it if I’m better at life than she is.”
I felt physically ill.
There were more screenshots. Message after message of “me” saying monstrous things. That I knew Vanessa liked Blake and pursued him anyway because I could. That I deliberately applied for jobs she wanted just to prove I was better. That taking things from her felt satisfying.
“These are fake,” I said immediately, shoving the phone toward Lacy. “Look at the interface. The colors are wrong. And I have never talked like this about Vanessa. Ever.”
“Someone made these,” Lacy said, studying them. “They’re doctored, but if you didn’t know what to look for, they’d be convincing.”
Then another message came through from the unknown number.
“This is what I’ve been dealing with for seven years. This is who you really are, and now everyone knows.”
Vanessa.
I called the number. Straight to voicemail.
I texted back, “These are fake. You know they’re fake. Why are you doing this?”
Three dots appeared. Disappeared. Reappeared.
Then came the response.
“Mom found your old journal from college. The one where you wrote about all of this. About how you loved taking things from me. About how it made you feel powerful. You can’t deny it anymore.”
A journal.
I did keep journals in college. But I had never written anything remotely like what she was describing.
“What journal?” I texted back. “I don’t have journals at your place or mom’s place.”
“The one you left in your old bedroom closet at mom’s house. She found it last month while cleaning.”
My childhood home.
I had not lived there in years, but I had left boxes in the closet of my old room because my mother kept insisting she would sort through them one day.
It was possible there were journals in there.
“Can I see it?” I texted. “If I really wrote those things, I want to see it.”
No answer.
I called my mother. No answer.
I texted her. Still nothing.
“This is orchestrated,” I said to Lacy. “Vanessa has fake screenshots. Now there’s supposedly a journal with my handwriting in it saying terrible things. Someone is setting me up, and I don’t know why.”
“Could someone have forged your handwriting?”
“I guess. But why go this far? What is the endgame?”
My phone rang.
Blake.
“Where are you?” I asked immediately. “Are you okay?”
“I’m at a hotel,” he said. He sounded exhausted. “I’ve been driving around thinking. I need you to be honest with me, Nat.”
“I am being honest. I don’t know what Vanessa told you, but—”
“Did you keep a journal in college where you wrote about intentionally sabotaging your sister?”
My entire body went cold.
“No, Blake. I never—”
“Because your mom showed me pages from it. Actual pages. In your handwriting. And they line up with what Vanessa’s been saying.”
“Send me photos.”
“Why?”
“So I can see what you’re looking at. So I can figure out what the hell is going on. Someone is lying, and I swear to you it’s not me.”
“The screenshots Vanessa sent look real, Nat. The journal entries look real. Your mom verified the handwriting. What am I supposed to think?”
“You’re supposed to trust me.”
There was a pause.
“I’m your wife,” I said. “And Vanessa is my sister, who apparently you think I’ve been secretly tormenting for years without you noticing.”
“Maybe I don’t know you as well as I thought.”
That hurt in a way I cannot really describe.
“Please just send the photos,” I said quietly.
A minute later they came through.
The first was a page from a spiral notebook.
The handwriting looked like mine. But the content was grotesque.
“Vanessa thinks she’s going to ask Blake out at Kendall’s party,” it read. “I saw her practicing what she’d say. It was pathetic. I’m going to make sure I talk to him first. It’ll be so easy to make him like me more. She’s so bad at talking to guys. This is going to be fun.”
Another page.
“Got the job at Meridian. Vanessa is going to be so mad when she finds out. I heard from Kendall that she interviewed there last week. I wonder if she knows I applied too. Probably not. She’s oblivious to everything.”
More pages.
More entries.
All in handwriting that looked so much like mine it made me dizzy. But the words were wrong. The entire tone was wrong. I would never think like this, let alone write it down.
Then a possibility hit me.
“Lacy,” I said slowly. “What if these are real journal pages, but not about Vanessa?”
“What do you mean?”
“What if someone took pages I actually wrote and changed the names?”
I opened old photos from college, scrolling desperately for anything that might help jog my memory. Then I found one: a picture of me and my sophomore-year roommate Julie in our dorm. On the desk in the background, if you zoomed in, you could see the spiral notebook I used as a journal.
And suddenly I remembered.
