My Son-in-law Took $280,000 For My Daughter’s Funeral Expenses. I Just Opened Her Urn And Found Coffee Grounds Instead Of Ashes. Who Have I Been Mourning For Seven Years?
How was I supposed to sleep knowing my daughter—my daughter who I’d mourned for seven years—was alive and locked in some warehouse while I sat in my empty house staring at fake ashes?
I couldn’t do it. So, at 9:00 that night, I got in my car.
I didn’t even tell Roger I was going. I just drove.
He was already there when I pulled up, standing by his car across from building 447. He was standing with arms crossed, waiting.
He’d known, of course. He’d known I couldn’t sleep either.
“I figured you’d do something stupid.” He said. He wasn’t smiling.
“If we’re doing this, we do it my way. We go in, we stay calm, we listen. Got it?” He asked. “Yeah.” I replied.
“I mean it, Steven. No matter what she says, no matter how angry you get.” He said. I nodded, but didn’t trust myself to speak.
The warehouse looked wrong at night, like something out of a nightmare. One light was on in an upper window; everything else was dark.
We crossed the street to the side door Brad always used. Roger tried the handle.
It was unlocked. He looked at me.
“Private investigation. Reasonable cause. Someone’s in danger.” He said. “I know. Just making sure we’re clear.” He added.
He pushed the door open. Inside was bigger than I expected and colder.
It was the kind of cold that seeps into your bones. There were high ceilings and shadows everywhere.
Shelves were stacked with God-knows-what. But in the back corner, past all the industrial debris, someone had tried to make a home.
A twin bed with blankets that had seen better days. A card table with a hot plate, instant coffee, and plastic spoons.
Clothes on wire hangers strung between two posts. One folding chair and one battery lamp throwing weak yellow light across concrete floors.
And photos were taped to the wall above the bed. Ivy.
All of them; every school picture I’d sent Brad over the years. Every birthday photo.
Even that one from the park last summer where she’d lost her front tooth. They were here on this wall, in this warehouse.
He’d been showing them to Willa. She was sitting on the bed staring at those photos like they were the only thing keeping her alive.
When the door creaked, she looked up. Seven years.
Seven years since I’d seen that face. She looked—God, she looked so different.
Thinner. Way too thin.
Her hair was darker, longer, and pulled back in a messy ponytail. There were dark circles under her eyes like she hadn’t slept in weeks, maybe months.
And there was something else in the way she held herself—like she was always ready to run. “Dad?” She whispered.
Just that one word; barely a whisper. And I lost it.
“How could you?” I asked. It came out louder than I meant.
It was harsher. She flinched back against the wall.
“How could you do this to us?” I asked. “I can explain.” She said.
“Explain?” I asked. I took a step toward her.
She pressed harder against the wall. “Your mother died, Willa. Your mother! She died thinking you were gone!” I shouted.
“Dad, please!” She cried. “She cried every single day! Every single day for six months! Do you understand that?” I asked.
“Six months of watching her waste away and I couldn’t—” I stopped. My voice cracked.
“I couldn’t help her because our daughter was dead! Except you weren’t dead! You were here! You were here the whole time!” I yelled.
The words were coming out wrong. They were too angry, too loud, but I couldn’t stop them.
“Gloria died believing you burned to death in that car! She died of a broken heart, and you—you just let her! You let her die thinking—” I stopped.
“I didn’t want that!” Willa cried. She was full-on crying now, sliding down the wall until she hit the floor.
“I never wanted any of this!” She said. “Then why?” I asked.
I was almost shouting. “Why did you do it? Why did you let us have a funeral for a stranger? Why did you let me pay Brad $280,000 to raise your daughter while you hid in a warehouse?” I asked.
