What’s the Most Intense Full-Circle Moment You’ve Seen?
The pepper spray was small enough to fit in my palm, its metal surface cool against my skin. Casey demonstrated how to use it: thumb on the safety, aim for the eyes, spray in a quick burst, then run.
It was a simple defense, but potentially effective if I needed those crucial seconds to escape. I hugged Evan carefully, mindful of his injuries.
“I’ll be back soon,”
I promised.
“With the police.”
His body felt thinner in my arms, but his embrace was still strong—still Evan. He smelled of Casey’s soap now; she’d given him a washcloth to clean up while the soup was heating.
But underneath was the familiar scent that meant home to me. I pressed my face against his neck for a moment, drawing strength from his presence, before pulling away.
Marcus drove me back to my neighborhood, dropping me off a block away from my house. I walked the rest of the way, rehearsing my performance in my head.
“Act normal. Pretend nothing has changed.” The neighborhood was quiet in the early morning light: sprinklers turning on and perfectly manicured lawns, newspapers waiting on doorsteps.
My footsteps seemed unnaturally loud on the sidewalk as I approached our house. “My house,” I reminded myself. “Not hers. Never hers.”
The pepper spray was a reassuring weight in my pocket as I climbed the porch steps, inserted my key in the lock, and stepped inside. The house was quiet when I slipped back in through the back door.
I could hear my mother in the kitchen, humming as she prepared breakfast just like a normal, loving mother would. The sound made my skin crawl.
The tune she hummed was vaguely familiar—something she used to sing when I was very young, before the abuse escalated. The normality of it was jarring after everything that had happened.
The kitchen smelled of coffee and bacon, warm and inviting. She had set the table for two with placemats and cloth napkins, as if this were a pleasant family breakfast rather than a charade masking kidnapping and threats of murder.
I went upstairs to my bedroom and messed up the bed to make it look like I’d slept there. Then I took a quick shower, letting the water run loudly enough for her to hear.
The shower helped wash away the night’s tension, the hot water soothing my aching muscles. I scrubbed thoroughly, as if I could wash away not just the physical dirt, but the memory of the storage unit.
I remembered the sight of Evan bound to that chair and the sound of my mother threatening to kill me. I dressed in clean clothes—jeans and a simple blouse, comfortable shoes I could run in if necessary.
The pepper spray went into my pocket, easily accessible. At exactly 7:00 a.m., I came downstairs, schooling my features into a neutral expression.
“Good morning,”
My mother chirped, setting a plate of eggs on the table.
“Sleep well?”
She looked fresh and well-rested, wearing a floral blouse I’d never seen before and neat slacks. Her hair was styled, her makeup perfect.
Nothing in her appearance suggested she had spent part of the night threatening a captive in a storage unit. The disconnect between her pleasant demeanor and the reality of her actions was dizzying.
“Fine,”
I said, sitting down.
The eggs looked perfect, as always. I wondered if they were poisoned.
The eggs were scrambled with cheese and chives, just the way I liked them as a child. Toast was buttered and cut into triangles, arranged neatly on a separate plate.
Orange juice filled a crystal glass that caught the morning light, sending small rainbows dancing across the tablecloth. The domestic perfection of it all was surreal after the night’s events.
“I was thinking,”
She said, sitting across from me with her own plate.
“Maybe we could ease up on some of those rules. You know, now that I’ve shown I can follow them.”
She took a small bite of her eggs, chewing delicately, watching me over the rim of her coffee cup. Her eyes were calculating despite her casual tone.
She was testing me, I realized, seeing if I knew anything or if I suspected anything. The rules had served their purpose—documenting my “abuse” while giving her freedom to act.
Now she was ready for the next phase of her plan. I stared at her, amazed by her audacity.
Maybe she thought Evan would never be found, that I’d eventually give up looking and accept whatever story she spun about his disappearance.
“We’ll see,”
I said non-committally, pushing the eggs around my plate without eating.
I couldn’t bring myself to eat food she had prepared, not after everything. Each time I lifted my fork, I imagined her hands adding something to the eggs—poison, sedatives, something to make me compliant, or worse.
The pepper spray in my pocket pressed against my thigh, a small comfort in this surreal breakfast scene.
“Not hungry?”
She asked, her eyes sharp.
“Just tired,”
I lied.
“Didn’t sleep well.”
I forced myself to take a small bite, then another, fighting against my instinct to refuse anything she offered. The eggs tasted normal, delicious even, but each swallow was an effort.
I kept my expression neutral, matching her performance with one of my own. Two could play at this game of pretend normality.
“You should eat,”
She insisted.
“Keep your strength up.”
The way she said it sent chills down my spine, like she was fattening me up for slaughter. There was something almost predatory in the way she watched me eat, as if measuring my strength and calculating how much fight I had left in me.
I wondered what she had planned for today. Would she try to lure me to the storage facility as she had Evan?
Or did she have something else in mind—something that would happen here in the house, where neighbors might hear if I screamed?
“I’ll eat later,”
I said, standing up.
“I need to get ready for work.”
Her smile faltered.
“Work? But it’s Saturday.”
For a moment, genuine confusion crossed her face. She hadn’t expected this deviation from routine.
